i am mad. so mad. i'm insulted. i dunno where to start. NYJC Science HOD is a bitch. her name is not even worth me mentioning. i hope she sees this. that bitch. i

feel so insulted. how can she degrade and condemn students juz because they're from combined science? oops, i didn't mean to say she, i should say, it. cuz she's a bitch. not a woman.

it's like someone slapped you in the face and say "U suck" for no rhyme or reason. what's my problem? being a combined science student. what's it's problem? i dunno. it's just 贱. it's mouth is 贱, everything about it suck. it brought down the wonderful image i have of NYJC as the best school i've ever been to and makes me wonder if all teachers are like that. but i'm sure of one thing, even if i become a teacher, i would NOT be as 贱. this is NOT how an educator should be like. i may sound like a spoilt little girl complaining but i'm still gonna blog about this.

me: "i'm prepared to work hard."
bitch: "cut the crap"
me: "i'm the top science student."
bitch: "so wad? still combined science"
bitch: "next yr will haf new syllabus... (blah blah) if u can't cope now wad makes u think u can cope with new syllabus next yr." (tok like all combined science students who take science are destined to fail and repeat or get kicked out)

wad made me most angry was this:
"COMBINED SCIENCE STUDENTS ARE NOT QUALIFIED TO TAKE 2 SCIENCES"
she summore say "we rather haf a B or C pure student than an A combined student
and worst still, it pushed me aside while talking, saying "you stubborn girl. go away first, i'll deal with you later"

i was very very angry, insulted, pissed off, wadeva. i feel like slapping it in the face and telling it "do you feel insulted? this is how i feel" or mayb learn from cheeki: "don't do countdown, juz punch straight" the shark feels paler in comparison as compared to the bitch. it's not that it dun allow mi to take 4As tt i'm pissed off about, it cuz of it's fucking attitude. it is how it 狗眼看人低 that pisses mi off. HOD of science doesn't give it the right to look down on ppl. it's not as if it's mr lee kuan yew's dog.

i saw chiching and went over to talk to her, and ended up crying as i curse the bitch. dun wanna cry in front of yvonne they all, perhaps because i always think i'm a very strong person(which i realized i really aren't). it's been the 2nd time i'm crying tis yr(and it's only been 3 mths)... broken my record of 1 last yr. i'd rather cry alone. then i wun feel small in front of my frenz.

dunno y, i feel more comfortable crying in front of her, mayb itz because we know each other for very long le, we've seen each other through sec school, we know each other well... chiching helped me curse the bitch and i called jess to join us, and the 3 of us ended up having a 'bitch-cursing' session outside 3rd floor toliet de chairs. feels like back to the sec 2 days where jess and me would eat lunch with chiching and we would hang out at CC's house after guides, chatting about anything under the sun...

wait a minute, i'm digressing. yar, i told my class de ppl about tt bitch and they were quite pissed off too, esp. shooting, yinghui and yvonne. the 3 of them hugged me too... so nice. to quote crispy: "it's nice to haf frens to be there for you..." continued by me: "to curse bitch tgt." i told shooting: "when i see her, i see red. oh, correction. when i see her, i see a bitch."

a very special thank you to jess, chiching, yinghui, shooting n von for cursing the bitch with me and being there for me. luv ya gals. =) i feel so much better letting it all out.