12:24 PM
Celebrated Elyse's birthday with peiyee and cow at swensons yesterday... Conclusion: weird things happen when elyse is around. Like the Earthquake ice cream. Everyone happily eating, then suddenly POP! and everyone jump back. think smth wrong with the dry ice thingy and the water spill into the ice cream... -_- so they changed it for us upon request.
conversation of the day:
peiyee: "aiyo y u wear this kind of clip so ugly.."
elyse: "nvm la wear on head ma, ppl cant see unless they are taller than me. which is..."
me: "which is like everyone?"
haha.. not sure y but elyse looks abit shorter than i remembered. =p cow looks the same.. and both cow and elyse thinks i look different. this was what happened:
toilet got 3 sink. cow was at the leftmost, i was at the rightmost. then elyse came out from the toilet, went to the middle sink and asked cow "where's eunice?" and i was like "here!" lol... elyse thinks i 'feel' different. no such thing lor... haha...
anw, me and cow wanted to take neoprint but elyse and peiyee dun wan! ai.. so in the end nv take...
and we got a new purse for elyse! turns out she had another purse for her birthday.. haha. luckily not the same one. lol..
and that was the end of the day. elyse still hasn't told me about the scandals!! =(
11:12 PM bits and pieces from archery bbq
toh jin and his powerful lungs setting up the fire...
our main bbq chefs: gan die and gavin...
everyone else (including me) try to look like we're helping...
taco pachi king: Jason...
everyone is waiting for Jason's taco pachi!
the taco pachi whose dressing i helped made...
this picture's caption shall be "Jason posing with 3 unwilling girls" suggested by .. um... i dun remember :P
10:37 PM i spoilt my buddy's arrow!! sorry buddy!!
4:46 PM Argh...
this post shall contain alot of random rantings.
1) studies!! getting lost in econs. cannot like tt!! i used to take econs de, cannot lost until so jialat!! and maths is... well... *sigh* i'm still trying to catch up with tutorials. catching game!! and exams is in a month's time. damm sian.
2) still trying to decide whether i should go back maybank work during the dec holidays. andrew said today, it's ok to find work during the holidays, but come for sat trainings. the job at the bank fulfils his criterial, since it's a 5-day week 9-5 job. but that means i only go for 1 official training a week (out of 3), so need to train by myself. the only available day is sunday. which is damm sian. and the thing is, training with the team makes training alot easier. it's a psychological thing i suppose. the feeling of training tgt, everyone 一起努力 (yi1 qi3 nu3 li4), having my buddy beside me talking random stuff now and then and making me laugh... toh jin says it's not about the amount of time spent training, rather, about the amount of quality time spent training. but at my rate/standard... eh abit hard ah. so i should go for trainings. but like that cannot work. and the point is, i need to work!! pocket money dun just fall from the sky!! (i wish it does)!! but no time!! time dun fall from the sky too!! (thou i wish it will too) so how!! ah ben suggested taking up job at banquet. those wedding dinner / D&D kind of waitressing job. it's not bad but it's a one-off thing. and i got no lobang! =( maybank still pays better =(
3) back to studies. everyone's been telling me studies should come b4 cca. YES I NOE!! i really really do. trust me. please.
4) everyone seems to be very preoccupied by their own stuff. we hardly have the time for gatherings. even when we do, the topic will be about how bz they are with schoolwork and projects and tests and everything tt's going on is sch. damm sick of hearing the same stuff. seems like tts the ONLY thing tt's going on in everyone's life. hai..
5) after hearing about what my other friends have been going thru in other aspects of their lives, i suppose i should feel better, in the sense that i'm not going thru (or haven't been thru) the same things. somehow after hearing i got bothered about it. and those stuff totally dun concern me at all. so i'm bothered over nothing at all!! which makes me feel stupid, since i have more stuff to be worried about.
6) it doesn't help that my chix is going australia for training in 2 weeks time!! for 6 week, until my exams are over. so even wanna complain oso cannot complain to him, some more have to worry about him. ai.
-end of random rantings-
i finished emoing. time to play my catching game. again.
11:24 PM It's been another buzy week!
Monday to wednesday was chionging programming test and econs assignment.. the stupid weather didint help at all. so hot!! i brought my laptop out onto the corridoor to do my econs assignment but that didn't really help much. =( luckily wed nite i went home so got air con! yay i love air con! heh.
thursday: programming test. urgh. 3 questions 100 marks. 40, 40, 20. the 20 mark question is really very -_- kind. then lab lesson, couldn't finish also. 4 questions but most ppl only finish 2 then it's times up already. aiya sian.
friday: yay finally my slack day!! but have to study for mas111 stupid mid term so came back hall to mug after lunch. mug till 4+ then go for shooting. nearing the end of the session, gan die tired liao, not aiming anywhere juz shoot. then beng! die liao... zhenyun say his arrow fly past the net which is quite impossible and very -_- then we attempted to find but seriously cannot. getting darker plus thr grass all so tall!
sat: mas111 test. DIE. 10 questions, 100 marks and i think i did more than half of them wrongly. 0.0 really suicide. but heck. after that went training. by then its lunch liao. yuen ling lost arrow in the morning, so they got metal detector and tried to find gan die and yuen ling's arrows. both oso cant find. ai. i think we'd have better luck with a grasscutter. -_-
then after training gan die waited for us at hall 6... and he dropped a bombshell on us: car no petrol! eh die. in the end actually got enough to drive to nearest petrol station, so he drove there. weiqiang and me went into the store to get drinks, then we went to pay. then the cashier asked him "any offer items for you sir?" and point to the box of chocolate. weiqiang tot is free then he wanted to take! omg so -_- embarassing. heh.
after bathing went to meet von and the rest of hc... went mos to eat with sweez, dave and vinny. shuting and yinghui joined us after that. shuting asked me to do some survey for her project and i was juz kidding around with it. "What language are you most fluent in?" I wrote hokkien. von was laughing like crap and shuting went -_-.
sunday: woke up at 9 to meet gan die at 10 to buy archery stuff. supposed to go the guy's house at 10 but when we rang doorbell, no one answer. so rang again. still no one. den gan die called and a person head pop out of 2nd floor and said "Coming!" and that was mr wee's wife. lol she thought gan die called her on sunday(actually is sat) s she thought we were coming on monday. lol. anyway, after a while mr wee came down too. and talked about lots of archery stuff, 70% of which i totally catch no ball. and he talk talk till 12...
eh very tired now le. shall update another day. *yawns
11:30 PM Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... Afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*Whatwould you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them? People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?
-email from one of my juniors-
3:43 PM eunice is feeling very very very very very sian now!!!
it's a bloody hot day + test tml + assignment + .... = sian!!
argh.