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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

11:48 PM

blogger is finally up and working again. can complain le.. again.

Haiz. Still unable to take 2 sci. i wanted the combi Bio, Chem, Maths. but still can't. Mrs ho oso dun allow. :( i shd warn all sec 4 juniors: if you're a combi sci student, NEVER COME TO NY SCIENCE. cuz they look down on combi sci ppl, esp those who haf onli 1 sci, like me.

i'm not mad

i'm just DISAPPOINTED. very.

having 5 distinctions is useless.

having distinctions in maths and science is useless

A2 in maths is useless. sorry mr fam n ms quek. i shd haf done better, or should i say, i COULD haf done better. well, no use regretting now.

combi science is useless in JC science.

the world is unfair. face it. like what vinny says, "Life sux, get used to it" and sweez's "Shit happens, deal with it."

i'm not gonna care anymore. chem econs maths then. like i haf a choice. i cant take physics and f maths (no background). no CLA (i almost died at O lvl chinese). the only option avilable for mi is chem econs maths. oh great. 1 sci, 1 maths, and one half sci-half arts subject. wad can i do? can't even take 3 As, cuz among my 3As got 2 science.

woke up with a heavy heart today, felt like crying but juz can't seem to let it out. finally cannot take it and cried, and felt much better. thanks yinghui and yvonne, for hiding mi when i was crying. i hate it when ppl see mi cry. dunno y. perhaps cuz of a longing to be strong? what's behind that face of lame jokes and cheerful smile? i can't answer that. i don't know how to. and thanks to vinny n yvonne for initiating the letter to the bitch. and thanks yinghui for tearing it up with me. :) thanks vinny for ur tissue. and thanks crispy for ur frog.

penned down a 'Reflection' but didn't noe wad to write. so i wrote crap. it went like this:
"shit happened. what shd i do? nth. continue rotting. *rotting in process* i shd learn to cry more easily. i felt so much better letting it out. end of reflection."

i now wanna concentrate on 3As, score straight As (if i can) for the 3 subjects, especially Chem, in the promos and A Lvl (though itz like, quite far away) and hopefully, prove the bitch wrong. COMBINED SCIENCE STUDENTS ARE NOT SECOND GRADE STUDENTS. and i can tell her proudly, after taking my cert, "to hell with you.". i actually thought of copying my 'best in bio/chem' cert and tear it in front of her, but i guess i shouldn't sink as low as her. she lowdown, and i don't want be the same.

and one last thing: i didn't work hard for points to come into ny science to be insulted by her. combined science does NOT exist for her to look down on. period.

* will you catch me?