6:40 PM
:: Drifted ::
i'm bored right now. haf been online since i woke up, which was like, 12 noon. Half the day is already gone, i slept half the day away.
right now, i wish there wasn't a week's holiday. ok, mayb one day holiday for our class outing, then the rest of the days like normal school day. then we can get tgt as a class and talk crap together just like what we did for the past 2 months. then eat prata, go for lunch tgt, watch movies, play netball...
i'm starting to hate the holidays. correction. shd be: i hate the holidays already. in the past, i'm always kept bz during the holidays to think about other things. Guides stuff, holiday homework, remedials... all of a sudden, i feel so lost. perhaps i can't be too free, or i'll start to feel lost. like now.
feeling really really attached to 05A1. felt tt i've drifted away from my sec sch frenz, those tt i used to see everyday. it isn't tt bad for ppl i don't speak to everyday though. i went bac to MF ytd, and though i'm wearing the same skirt as the girls there, i feel so... so foreign. to conclude, i've lost touch with my sec sch (who wants to keep in touch aniway, except for mr fam and mabbe mrs tan). huixian (my junior) is still as crappy as ever though. reminds me that nth has really changed, except mi. yesh, it muz b me. i've changed, not the environment.
the week aft next will b orientation, no matter when posting is released. i dunno wad to say, but all of a sudden, dun feel like having orientation. it's kinda sick to make frenz all over again. *sigh* worst still, in an OG without anyone familiar... hope my OGL will be someone i noe, like kitson, A.T, clemence, CK, Vinny, pest, anyone will do. i dun wanna feel lost all over again....
i'm seldom so.. sad. dunno wads gotten into mi today.