11:58 PM
i juz asked myself a simple question and i'm stumped.
"Why am I doing this?"
cuz i'm discussing with yanxiang when, where to celebrate her birthday by having a mini PM gathering (juz ask seniors only bah)... then rite, i'm supposed to confirm with everyone to wad time they can stay, if they can make it, etc and confirm with yanxiang hopefully by tml nite. which leaves mi less than 24 hrs to settle it.
then i tot of cheeki's and franni's bdae. again, it was i who suggested getting presents, going out to celebrate, etc etc. which makes mi wonder, am i'm being over enthusiastic about their birthdays? hello, it's their birthdays and not mine! but then they're my frens, i wan them to haf a happy birthday, to know tt they are not forgotten, to noe tt our frens are there for them...
which brings mi back to the point again. i guess i'm a true 'I' person. very people-orientated. too people-orientated. and i wan my frens to haf the best they can haf, especially on their birthdays. then i suggest doing stuff, then ppl assume tt since i suggested, i shd organise n therefore shd b incharge of it. ehm, actually i was hoping for help, though i dun say it. haha...
mayb i'm too tired le, tt's y i'm crapping so much now. perhaps, i'll look back at tis post and laugh. mi? need help?
but juz wish to let my frenz know, YOU GUYS ARE WORTH EVERY EFFORT!!!