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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

11:19 PM

today camp was very boring... we juz sat in the hall and listen to them tok, do some stuff like draw things... so sian lo... so during lunch, mi, vinny and labit ponned and went out for lunch with sweez(who cant pon) lol... aniway, i didn't know tt lunch was provided!! aahhh... wasted 2 bucks on outside food. but shooting said the food not nice, so got a little consolation lo... haha...

so we ponned, and went yvonne's house. to help her do banner, and to drag her back to school... her house was pretty nice, but her bedroom as small as mine! ahha.. aniway, she cut out the letters and i paste the magazine all over it. she tried to help but ended up spoiling the 'U' so i had to salvage it in the end... so i still end up doing while she play GB, trying th DK the person who had obviously bought the account bcuz he/she was damm bad lo... keep losing to von... haha...

then we went back for senior's farewell. the turnout wasn't gd, the usual 4 seniors turned up. summore some of the J1s who dun haf camp today oso didn't come, though von, crisp n shenghui did. we ordered 4 large pizzas, and managed to finish them! wah... didnt know we could eat so much. i ate one piece only(but quite big).. actually, therotically, i took 2, cuz i sneaked a piece to sweez downstairs(Shhh...) eh, yar. so i took abt the share i was supposed to... the seniors were very touched by our efforts, cuz apparently, there wasnt tradition of a farewell party, though i was quite used to them liao, being in guides for the past few years...

eh, somehow, mi, crisp n sweez managed to pit-stop halfway when walking along the walkway... then we toked about OBS.. about how we 'tekan' our juniors and tell them to knock it down. i'm not so bad to my juniors aft all... haha... sweez quite sian lo, cuz no one pei him on bus aft i alight... then juz now on msn he say i ps him... whr got lo, i so nice de. is bo pian ok!

aniway, i decided to pon camp tml. tt's y i still up so late. i'm sick and tired of the word 'camp' lo... i juz recieved an e-mail from guide house about the camp which i paid $100 for. i'm actually kinda sick of camps, i dun feel like going. plus, i got econs lect!!! damm lo, i'm already lagging behind in econs, thanks to all the short form they use in the production laws and costs lecture notes, i'm blurred and i dunno wad i'm learning actually. shit. i'm so dead. chinese hw is supposed to b completed by tis week. plus, i'm ponning tml, TKS sure come niao mi de lo...

suddenly i feel so tired of school... i'm asking myself, y am i in jc? my ans: cuz the hardcore is here. actually, i dun really aspire to be anything powerful in the society, or earn large amounts of money. i juz wanna settle down with someone i love and being able to take care of the family, and it doesnt need a damm A lvl cert or degree! so? y am i in jc? cuz i wanna stay with the hardcores lor... if i go poly wad would i study? early childhood education? prolly bah.. cuz i hear xian they all study wad biomedical de sound so boring to mi... haix... no use regretting it now. i made tis choice, i muz live with the damm consequences... i feel so bad lo, i so long nv go for guides at peicai le.. abt 3 weeks le bah? so tml haf to go... and it's during camp time (1.30 to 3) so ponning camp lo... i juz gave miself anopther reason to pon camp...

my house tml gonna be very damm dusty, cuz tml the air-con ppl will b coming to fix air-con in all the rooms. which is gd, since weather gets hot sometimes, even the fan cant help. but then the whole house will b very dirty lah... plus, thur changing all the doors.. so will be dirty oso... so i'll be living in a dirty house for 2 days... tml aft guides i think i ask if the hardcores are still around to pei mi bah... i dun wanna go home to a noisy n dirty home aft a tired day. so i think i hang out with the hardcores or i go hide at chiching house.. but i dunno if she got time not. i msg her le she haven reply.. sleep le bah...

haix.. how come i feel tt my life sucks? mayb its my fault, my fault tt i make it suck. haix...

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