3:14 PM
I hate that word. Grounded. Shit. I'm supposed to be over at MinLing's house now, baking cheesecake, having fun with my best buddies instead of typing this blog entry and feeling crappy now. When I asked my mum abt going over to Minling's ysd, she was like "Again. Always go out and go out." Then aft a while, i ask again. then she "cannot! tml cannot go out, day aft next oso cannot! stay at home and read newspaper..." blah blah blah... for tt, i got an hour long lecture on 'since jc i have not been seriously studying' and 'u always go out'... shit lor, stay at home and read newspapers??? WTH!!! suddenly, homework seem like an alternative.
then again, i feel like a b****, PS-ing my frens at the last minute. then tis morning, apple called mi and i told her i wasn't going cuz i'm grounded. then she asked if i could go out without staying overnite. then i told her still cannot. she sounded really upset, and so was jess and minling. guys, if you're reading tis, i'm really really sorry. i really tot i could go out de. usually it wun b a prob but i dunno wad happen to my mum ysd. mayb cuz i havent been going home for dinner recently, plus running to sch for lessons, then red cross, then guides, then the hardcores... etc etc.. the list goes on. apple said it wouldn't be fun if only the 3 of thm went, but then i dun agree. remember the times where there's only mi, her n jess. there was only 3 of us but we were happy then. we could still haf fun tgt. i really dun wan them to cancel the outing cuz of mi, seriously. i'm nt impt at all. i'm insignificant.
end of entry. still feeling crappy.