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`15 sept 88
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Saturday, June 04, 2005

12:27 AM

i juz hung up from a long long tok with shannen... for the past 2 hours! been a long time since i toked so long on the phone with someone, really toking abt stuff happening around us and not crapping.... feels really really gd too, we tok until we were suddenly cut off, mayb cuz her hp no batt... we toked about losta things, and toking to her made my mind open to many theories tt she explained with analogys.

like for example, sweez saying abt "if everyone is unique, no one is unique". she made mi understand it with a story she read b4... i toked to her abt mi. she think mi very optimistic, and i told her wad i actually think of myself, and she was like "eunice, dun b a person who everyone can depend on and yet u haf no one to depend on." actually she kinda make sense leh, but then again, i am one who doesn't really get angry or upset easily, like tis year, onli got one occasion bah. then we tok and tok. i didn't realize tt to shannen, i'm a gd person. no, i'm not being bhb today. (note: juz today, lol) i'm reliable too! and cheerful, and she nv see mi upset b4, like there's nth too bad in my life, which i agree. my life has been kind of smooth. even thought there may b bumps on the road, i'll always reach my destination safely...

sometimes i think i'm ironic, i tell ppl like, for example, tt one shd tok to a gd fren when he/she is down so will feel better, but i seldom do tt lah. not tt i dun trust mi frens but i dun wan to burden them with my probs cuz i believe tt they haf their own probs to deal with... but then again, when i tok abt prob, it's only when ppl ask then i say. otherwise is i really stress till i cannot take it le then say, otherwise... ahha, u noe.

toking with shannen has made mi realise many things. sometimes, it's my accomplishment tt matters, and not 'there's ppl doing it better' that matters. meaning rite, if i score 80 marks, and i'm happy with my mark. but then got ppl score 90 mark, then i sad cuz they better. accomplishment is subjective, it's measured by wad u think it is, and not compared along with others. and that when one is gd at smth, he/she would b lousy at smth else. which make sense. but then i tot of crispy, which overthrows the statement, but to an wei miself, i choose to believe in it. lol...

*yawn* bye ppl.

* will you catch me?