11:29 PM
after reading cheeki's blog, i kinda felt tt wad he said was true (well, he speak the truth once in a while) yea, anyway, the point is, he says he likes to be at then top. my thought is, who doesn't? which kinda brings me back to sat when i saw tt sweez bought a redspot maths tys... reminds me of the sec 4 O lvl days when i saw frenz doing redspot tys for maths and chem... i was like thinking, "y do i nid a redspot tys when my exercise book is almost a bk of complete ans?" [for ur info, redspot tys haf full answers] then now? i seriously think i need redspot tys. well, even for chem, with the tys tt cheeki gave mi, i still fail. haix... and maths? atrocious. i mean, yea, many ppl fail in my class. i pass. even got B. but the thing is, i always get A. i'm used to being among the top in maths in class (ok, my class de maths nt very gd)...
i think tt i feel disappointed nt cuz i lose to anyone, but cuz i lose to myself. i keep trying to compare mi with the old mi in sec sch.. it doesn't work this way, jc and sec sch is different, i know it. but then... cant help it lah... i kinda can understand cheeki's feelings when the cher praised him for passing bio. but then i'm not so dumb to go ask the cher "how do u compare my results with my daily work when i dun hand in my daily work?" tis kind of qsn. it's seriously dumb cheeki. if you're reading tis in the first place. lol...
aniway, gtg. shd nt b blogging at tis time when i haf uncompleted maths tutorial and got maths 1st thing tml morning!!