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Saturday, August 27, 2005

11:00 PM

i will be so screwed if i dun put in more effort into my studies. i juz failed a maths test. by half mark. 6 marks worth of carelessness. wth. i havent been failing maths for the past 4 years, it came as a big shock to mi. i juz went "wth" in my mind. yea, tis test is trying to tell me smth isn't it? the test paper seem to say "Pull ur crappy grades up idiot, or it's game over for you!" maths! it's maths! something i have always been confident in. something i have always enjoyed doing. something i don't mind having a test in. something i thought i was good at. obviously i thought wrong. mayb i'm not so gd at maths aft all. which kinda means i'm gd at nth, cuz maths is the only thing i thought i was gd at. i'm already in a stupid situation, studying stuff which i 1) will have no use for in my life and 2) will definately not score well in. i'm refering to chem (obviously). useless freaking subject. i so regret taking chem. no use now, it's work hard or die. tt's all. so simple. and i haven't seen my guides for so long liao, about a month already. which tells me i'm very very slack at guides, should go there at least once in 2 weeks. and there's red cross (which thankfully is coming to a standstill) and last but not least OCIP which i really hope to go but hope tt will not clash with anything else. i juz have so many things to do and so little time. i need to rest too! i need a break once in a while too! but when i feel stressed, i should think of my other friends. more than half the HC-ers r taking 4As. sweez n nana got council, yh's president of RC.... they all shd b more stressed than mi. i should b feeling fortunate n not complaining.haix. wadeva. i muz do my best and get past promos with hopefully A,B,E or smth close, passing GP. hope so.

* will you catch me?