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Thursday, March 09, 2006

4:40 PM

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远又笨又傻

Lyrics from S.H.E's 不想长大, courtesy of baidu.com... On my way home from school, I heard this song on my mp3. Me, being me, starting thinking too much. Is is realistic to 不想长大? I remember when I was still in primary school, things were so simple then. I was less conscious of the things happening around me, of the people around me, and even less self-consciousness. Which is kind of good, because I don't think too much, and I was so much happier then. I threw tantrums when I felt like it, and I don't have to worry about making my friend angry because the next day, we would all forget about it and be friends once again.

As I proceed on the secondary school, I learnt that this is not real life. I resent growing up. Growing up = expected to know more things = not fun liao. But as I go on, I realise this is not possible. I remember when I was in Sec 1, when the 9-11 attacks just happened. One of my Muslim friends said "I'm proud of Osama! I think he's damm right!" I scolded her for it, and things almost turned ugly. (I'm glad it didn't, or I would be beaten to pulp, since she was in takwando, and I could hardly fight) Then, a friend stopped me. She said "Let her think what she wants lah, you can't do anything about it." When I understood that, I sort of grew up a little. I learnt that different people have different point of view, and even if I don't agree with it, I cannot condemn it as 'wrong' because there is nothing absolutely right ir wrong. It depends on point of view, and we have to respect each other's point of view.

Being '永远又笨又傻' is not a solution. Grow up, learn to respect one another's point of view and feelings, and perhaps, I'll feel better knowing that i have 长大.

~End of crapping!! Back to using ur MSN or wadeva u're doing~

* will you catch me?