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Saturday, October 13, 2007

4:46 PM

Argh...
this post shall contain alot of random rantings.

1) studies!! getting lost in econs. cannot like tt!! i used to take econs de, cannot lost until so jialat!! and maths is... well... *sigh* i'm still trying to catch up with tutorials. catching game!! and exams is in a month's time. damm sian.

2) still trying to decide whether i should go back maybank work during the dec holidays. andrew said today, it's ok to find work during the holidays, but come for sat trainings. the job at the bank fulfils his criterial, since it's a 5-day week 9-5 job. but that means i only go for 1 official training a week (out of 3), so need to train by myself. the only available day is sunday. which is damm sian. and the thing is, training with the team makes training alot easier. it's a psychological thing i suppose. the feeling of training tgt, everyone 一起努力 (yi1 qi3 nu3 li4), having my buddy beside me talking random stuff now and then and making me laugh... toh jin says it's not about the amount of time spent training, rather, about the amount of quality time spent training. but at my rate/standard... eh abit hard ah. so i should go for trainings. but like that cannot work. and the point is, i need to work!! pocket money dun just fall from the sky!! (i wish it does)!! but no time!! time dun fall from the sky too!! (thou i wish it will too) so how!! ah ben suggested taking up job at banquet. those wedding dinner / D&D kind of waitressing job. it's not bad but it's a one-off thing. and i got no lobang! =( maybank still pays better =(

3) back to studies. everyone's been telling me studies should come b4 cca. YES I NOE!! i really really do. trust me. please.

4) everyone seems to be very preoccupied by their own stuff. we hardly have the time for gatherings. even when we do, the topic will be about how bz they are with schoolwork and projects and tests and everything tt's going on is sch. damm sick of hearing the same stuff. seems like tts the ONLY thing tt's going on in everyone's life. hai..

5) after hearing about what my other friends have been going thru in other aspects of their lives, i suppose i should feel better, in the sense that i'm not going thru (or haven't been thru) the same things. somehow after hearing i got bothered about it. and those stuff totally dun concern me at all. so i'm bothered over nothing at all!! which makes me feel stupid, since i have more stuff to be worried about.

6) it doesn't help that my chix is going australia for training in 2 weeks time!! for 6 week, until my exams are over. so even wanna complain oso cannot complain to him, some more have to worry about him. ai.

-end of random rantings-

i finished emoing. time to play my catching game. again.

* will you catch me?